friendship

friends the ones which we grow up hand in hand are the same ones which can rip away all the trust, loyalty, forgiveness and secrets and at the same time trade you in for what may be your forever enemy. i can definately relate to this. this year my last and meant to be best year of high school got swollen up like a tornado just hit. us friends are not as tight as bunnies anymore. sometimes you get left alone and i've finally realised after months of anger that it is good to experience this. you gain more strength and less trust in those that you may have told your whole life to and now regret it. being without a bestfriend is difficult, i will not lie. everything changed but things will soon look up and it is a celebration of a fresh beginning :)

so i suggest take this time alone to find the real you

the sun is shining

today is one of those days where you look outside the window and there is a slight breeze for the seasons winter chill, but the sun as always is still shining brightly. in other countries this day of winter would be a hot summer. today is warm and beautiful yet im still cooped up inside my house knowing that i should go take a walk with the weather soon